Why did I do that!

I am so mad at myself today. Last night I ate taco bell for dinner. I don't even know why! It didn't sound good at all but I just ate it.  And this morning I woke up and weighed myself and I gained a pound! I have been steadily losing one to two pounds a day.  I knew this would eventually slow down but I didn't expect to gain weight.  When I ate it last night I was thinking I just wouldn't lose any the next morning.  So this morning I am back on track.  The good thing is the cheating is becoming less and less and I feel the effects of the cheating more.  I was up all night with a stomach ache and Joel has been extremely cranky today.  Ok, I say extremely cranky but it is probably just a little cranky.  I am just so used to him not making a fuss over anything. I am pretty sure it's gas that's making him cranky.  I am not for sure it was the taco bell that made him gassy but I feel bad for eating it.  I had to give him infant gas drops for the first time.  I feel awful for having to do that.  It is just like the SAD diet.  Eat junk and pop pills to deal with the after effects.  Poor guy is only two weeks old and I have already done this to him.  So no more taco bell.  Well, no more fast food. The good thing is fast food doesn't even sound good anymore so that's why I don't even know why I got it last night.  I do have little cheats here and there.  Like I put store bought salad dressing and used store bought bbq sauce, although I hope to start making my own soon, but I consider fast food a big cheat.  It's just disgusting!  Today is a new day though!